feel there has been some confusion towards the topic of those that are awakening to Christ with posts that it is a “trauma response”, of wanting to be saved, are ditching feminine embodiment practices and only honouring the ‘male’ God. Just to note He does not have a male body but His energy is Fatherly in my relationship with Him .
Since walking with God, I have never felt more feminine and embodied. The embodiment practices I had did deeply serve me in having a personal relationship with myself and being kind to my body and emotions. Though my morning practices were really continuous and I was forever ‘embodying’.
In my relationship with God, I feel a deep container for my femininity and such allowing to be in my softness. I feel so naturally grounded, as soon as I open my eyes in the morning and throughout the day. It’s deeply holding. I still honour my body and my womb. However it comes from a naturally divine seeing that my body is precious and Holy with God’s presence. I honour my boundaries more because if I am not in my body, I cannot connect and feel Him. It is important for me to take the time and space to connect and be still. I do not have to become a woman on my own merits but instead I am learning to be a woman of God.
With the trauma response and the wanting to be saved, before God I realised where I seriously went astray and was continually to do so without realising. He saved me from myself . It is humbling to admit and I was deeply unaware of the choices I was actually making. Usually when one finds God it is usually through a crisis (an opportunity) or when one is tired of doing it all and finding no reprieve.
All I can speak is from my journey and my relationship to God. There is power in hearing how one finds God. I haven’t even really mentioned how it happened. I guess I am still discovering Him
“Do you not know that you are God's temple and that God's Spirit dwells in you?” 1 Corinthians 3:16
“What agreement has the temple of God with idols? For we are the temple of the living God; as God said, “I will make my dwelling among them and walk among them, and I will be their God, and they shall be my people.” 2 Corinthians 6:16
“If anyone destroys God's temple, God will destroy him. For God's temple is holy, and you are that temple.” 1 Corinthians 3:17